after one week or so, it's still far too early to judge.


today you seem far away but this hasnt been so all week.
prayer is difficult to sustain regularly and I have had all the old problems with a new home.
it's as though prayer has to be built into a place brick by silent brick.
it's important to work at this and not to expect it to happen all by itself.
it plainly doesn't.
and although I know this so well from past experience, treachery is always in the air:
I am not to be trusted.