to be so near to the dead end and still to trust.
I understand the urgency,
although I wouldnt be able to place it exactly.
acting upon it brings me up against a multitude of enemies.

that this relates directly to my 'creative life' is also clear.
thinking today of 1970: my discovery of beethoven.
it wasn't so much the music.
it was a road: a way forward.
his urgency.

music
you
dead end.
stay on course: even into the dead end.