yesterday's solutions dissolve away and cannot help.
throw away the maps because this is new territory.

there is an urgent need to discard all that weighs me down
because none of the old load can help, however helpful it had seemed.

today I was thrown up against the wall and saw ancient stones:
huge and worn;
lasting.
the temple?
the wall is the temple?

I have almost always misunderstood the wall.
I have to realise that the wall is not barrier but presence.

the levites: the leaven of the old covenant.
but jesus was not levite.

today it seemed that the music has to go,
but then:
a wider horizon and a glimpse of dawn.
thinking about it now: the music does have to be let go
although the music will still be there anyway:
differently formed
differently understood