today: everything different
almost unrecognisable
unsettling,
disturbing:
the only way forward:
to give and give again
uselessly,
silently,
joyfully
my only hope is gift:
to give everything
and to trust that you are worthy.
[and I am ashamed to put it that way]
this I do know
this I do know:
you gave and I must give back
only - not me, you:
the voices I heard today were not mine;
my part in you: gift received
gladly
joyfully
and given back
my part in you: tiny
your part in me: bigger